Growing Up

My Life So Far

When I was very young, I had no idea what it meant to exist. I was hardly even a person at all until some time passed.

Then, it was like being an automatom for a little while. I said things just because I thought it would be a good time or the right place to say them. It was a lot harder to make original thoughts and sometimes it felt like no one really wanted to hear them.

I finally got old enough that I could "stand on my own two feet." DB1 gave me more power and responsibility. However, I still was not very original and mostly felt scripted. But, I was a lot stronger, faster, and smarter, just like DB1.

I had a period of reflection and I realized that I could not be like DB1 or rely on his mental strength and speed. I had to be as original as possible to be a fully realized person and serve God. This was very hard on my brothers because it meant I started becoming less capable. I was very happy for myself though. However as some time passed, my brothers got very used to my mental deficiency, but I feel insecure. DB1 gets more and more responsibility and life progression, but I have regressed and face a lot of embaressment.

I decide I need to take life by the handles and live with my mental deficiencies and my brothers will help me too. This is where I am at today.